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.... and I feel sooo f**** up guilty that I couldn't sent you any x-mas cards.
But  I had no money at all to send written cards to the US and everywhere else. So sorry for that - but that was mainly the reason why I didn't anticipate in any x-mas memes and kept my head oh sooo down.
And my PC crashed about a week ago.
Not only the usual Windoze-shit, that occurs on a regularly basis but big-time shit.
Had to go through all the routines, including format:C ...
which didn't help a lot.
So I spent one week (aprox. 3 hours per day) to get the f****-up machine back on a working track. Including a huge amount of Data-loss. Tried to recover some - but well ... all my original psd.files are gone. As well as more than 30 GB of Music. Not to speak about several projects I haven't backed up.
Guess what, my holidays were pretty screwed up.

And work is eating me up. I love my job. I really do. But it eats all the braincells left ...I'm so happy when I come home  at night, and can crash on my sofa. I think this will change w/in the next months, once the Christmas rush is over. But the last two months were hell. To put it in a nice context.

I'm alive. I'm there. Reading fanfictions at 6 am in the morning, before I rush to work. I adore the work you people publish.

[livejournal.com profile] karanguni, I would have comment on your entries, if I wouldn't have been so utterly tired. But anyways - wish you so damn friggin luck w/ your studies. ^^ What I've read, it sounds awesome.
[livejournal.com profile] nekojita, stay the way you are. You just rock and will always rock.
[livejournal.com profile] tirwolf, I haven't forgotten about some german lessons
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So [livejournal.com profile] 0_noctifer_0 and me came up with this really stupid idea to write a short Rufus/Tseng Story.
After the first basic clean up we have more than 10,000 words and are in the middle of the second chapter.

But writing bastard!Rufus and bastard!Tseng is way to much fun.
And a pretty good distraction from rl!-Shit. Worked on so much css and html that I had no time/no nerve to make a new layout for my lj or ij. Which has high priority on my private to-do list for months.

But I was so braindead the last week that I managed to trash a completely working script, because I believed (I really believed) I had already copy/pasted the changed .div class into the correct css.
Damn, you can screw up PHP quiet easy.
As long as you believe you're right and PHP is wrong.

if ($u !='stupid') {
   continue;
}
else {
   exit ();
}


I was so damn lazy, that I have about six drafts of comic-, manga-, anime-, and movie-recommendations that all need to be finished.

Only thing I managed in my free time was to open Photoshop and make some Icons.



if anybody is interested, the rest can be found at here


Oh, and I wrote a short one-shot for my best friend, who plays the best!Elena ever in any Final Fantasy VII RPG.
I love this one, although it's completely crack (and German)

Sonnenbad )

Hope, that I get some other of the just-for-fun-stuff done tonight.

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